Anxious of Not Being Anxious

The board exams is coming very fast and everyone seems to be at their anxious state. Every time I go to the review, every person seems to be so focused into the review and I’m not saying that’s bad. Reading so much as if there is no tomorrow.

I’m not the type who likes to read that much but I tend to make up with the review. In our review, we’re made to be familiar with all the concepts that were discussed and that seems to increase our self-esteem and preparedness for the board. Makes us want to take the board earlier as scheduled if possible.

As we go to our review each day, almost everyone is so troubled for the board exam. What is odd about the situation is that, they (others) seem to be so bothered about the exam while us are just so relaxed. Not getting busy reading and all that kind of stuff. As if nothing major seems to be happening on the 29 and 30 of November. This situation is getting me a bit anxious of not being anxious for the board exam.

I get to sleep as much as I can, eat as much as I can and just relax when I get home after the day’s review. Getting enough sleep so I could have energy for the next day. I could even still watch TV with eat. Quite odd for me really. And everyone here at home seems to tell me that I should do this and that. Anyway, I do hope things would turn out great for us. I know we can make it in the board exam.

Giving it a little thought, maybe what is making me anxious is that the examinations are nearing but we still haven’t gotten any notice on where we would be taking the board exam. My dad said that it usually comes two to three days before the examination. It made me think about certain situations that might have been the cause of it like – “Did I put the right address?” Quite crazy, I know I placed the right address in that data sheet in PRC.

Anyway, this is it for now. Pray for all of us board exams takers.